I don't.

I don't want to fall asleep tonight because I don't want it to come anytime soon.
I know that you can't delay the inevitable but I want to try.
Why...oh why. Fuck, you think things are finally going smooth but you hit a rough patch.
I guess its time to show what we're made of. Lets pull through hun...

It may not look like it but it feels like I'm about ready to fall hard...again.